Everyone (well almost everyone i have encountered) has an Ex. The Ex. I have definitely got one, your looking at him. I'll leave his name out, mostly because most of you (assuming i know you) know his name. If you don't then you probably don't need to.
I spent the better part of year in a half in Love with this kid. It wasn't until recently that i finally dug out all of the things of his that i had, and got rid of them (well, everything i had here, minus one thing.) and while i got over him a while ago, it felt nice to make it feel final.
After everything i went through with him, and everything he did, its a wonder i didn't move on sooner, but when you love someone, you tend to ignore everything your friends say, and the signs that he himself gives you that things are going downhill.
This blog has two purposes. 1.To rant (of course) 2. To offer advice, how ever useful (or unuseful) it may be.
First off, if your friends don't like them, hear them out, listen to them, they see things that you cannot. why? because they arent in love with him.
Second, go with your gut instinct. i knew we werent going to work out but i kept trying, because it kept (temporarily) easing the pain i felt from the breakups. in the long run it made me hurt ten million times worse. Since then i havnt been able to keep a normal functioning relationship... in fear that it will all repeat itself.
So do yourself a favor, do not keep pushing for something that isnt meant to be, save your feelings, and your future relationships... oh and your friendships too.
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